Friday, June 24, 2011

taeyeon;happy

saw many ufo replies from taeyeon recently
hope that means that she is resting well
i dont want her, or any soshi member to fall sick again
lets go soshi lets go!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

i dont want it to end!

JUNE HOLIDAYS DONT LEAVE ME PLEASE!
i'm left with half a week
and i seriously hate this fact.
i have promised myself to be a good girl
but seriously.
!!!!!!!!!!
some things just keep making me go crazy.
(go crazy, go crazy, go crazy, sidukongjian)

anw, i'm enjoying 加油美乐, but they have tohurry give me the next ep!=(

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

another 10 soshi quotes; i love, i really love, 소녀시대

Yuri
"After 10 years, I'll be 30 years old. Just like Hyori unni or Um Jung Hwa unni whom I really like, I think I'll still be on stage singing."

Sooyoung
"SeoHyun received Keroro stickers the other day. She put them all over our home without asking us. Even on the fridge... Our home looks like kids' home."

Yuri (about Girls' Generation outfits)
"These outfits have our scent from happiness, sweat from our efforts and our tears all over it... These things are so valuable that we can't exchange them for a $1 million dress... $500 shoes.. or $100 accessories.."

Taeyeon
"I dreamed of taking over the world, too."

Seohyun
"Unhealthy diet accumulates and eventually you'll die."

Sunny
"We work as hard for non-air performances as we do for air performances. We are thankful for both performances because there are a lot of singers that can't even perform due to lack of stages. So compared to them, we are really thankful for our chances."

Seohyun
"When I entered SM Sica unnie used to make me sit on her lap as she was bigger than me. Thank you for adoring me unnie, but now I'm bigger than you."

SNSD
"We made a comeback within 9 months and for 9 weeks, the 9 members received 9 trophies."

Sooyoung
"Additionally, it's not easy for a bunch of elementary school kids to practice or seven years. To achieve their dreams and become singers, right? Even though there are nine of us, the fact that we love and care each other is a miracle."

Jessica: It's not that I sleep a lot. It's just that I sleep a lot in the mornings.
MC: Yeah, that's sleeping a lot.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

next 10soshi quotes

Tiffany
"When Taeyeon and I lived together, Taeyeon always killed bugs for me."

Taeyeon
(Q:If I was born as a boy , what would I be doing right now?)
"I probably would've been a fan of SNSD right now. "

Jessica
"If I cook instant noodles, it becomes porridge."

Yoona
"Happiness is doubled when you share them together and Sadness is halved when you share them together."

Sooyoung
"Let's be honest here. Our SNSD apartment needs a lot of things. We eat standing up and watch tv laying from the ground. And pile our clothes everywhere."

Sooyoung
"Seohyun's so pure that if Seohyun wasn't a singer, she'd still be singing nursery rhymes."

SNSD
"It is not important who gets to ride shotgun. We are all going to the same destination after all."

Taeyeon
"I want to keep on doing 'Girls' Generation' forever. Please let me do so. "

Jessica
"Every time we have a fan-signing event, my heart flutters and it feels like a new experience, I like it alot. "

Sunny
"And then, of course, I have another family. I can't leave out those 9 girls, who really are like nine sisters.. I don't know how they may appear on the outside but on the inside, they're all so open and pure and bright. They're like little children at times but many other times, I really feel like they're so mature and strong.
Sometimes, they're like eight unnies and other times, like 8 dongsengs, or 8 friends, and at times, like my mom and dad too.
Taeyeon, whose laughter is so cute yet is like a mother to us.
And Sooyoung, whose like the dad or like the oppa.
And then Jessica, who is like our unnie but her heart is so young and open and then there's the one who listens to all my worries and talks me through them together like I'm her child, Miyoung.. hehe Tiffany!
And then although it seems like she wouldn't, she actually does take care of me so well and she's so considerate and caring of me, Hyoyeon.
And then, the one who shares a room with me and despite how messy and disorderly I am, she always understands me. And although we may spend the whole night up chatting, she always gets up early and wakes me up, our Yuri!
And then there's Yoona, although she's so young, the way she thinks is so mature and respectful.
And then despite the fact that she's the maknae, she really doesn't seem like it. She's so young and pure to the point that she still loves children stories but without her, we cannot be SNSD. Our Seohyun.
Friends who are all so lovable and always make me so happy. They're my family now. They always protect me and care for me so well."

Thursday, June 16, 2011

yo i'm BACK!

after my five days of meditation,
I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ready to feed on my taeyeon news and fancamsXD

what happened during the five days?
i packed my dressing table, shopped for boxes, then took out everything from my study cupboard and threw them on the floor, and put everything back again..=.=
thought i lost my hcl olvl book- under normal circumstances i will not give a damn about it, but it is freakingly my holiday hoemwork and i found it last minute yesterday night so.. phew.

and lastly, sunyanzi is the pride of singapore singing industry!
saw how much china people love her
oh yeah jiayous

AND:

Saturday, June 11, 2011

going to LOCK MYCOM

i cant control it!!!!!!!
but this cant be the way i spend my holidays..
hmm i shall aim to practice abstinence for FIVE DAYS.
FIVE FREAKING DAYS.
i dunno how i'm going to survive/tolerate the temptation.

and after that FIVE FREAKING DAYS
i'm going to feast like crazy
there will be so much and it will feel so shiok right


kay. i've decided not to use the com for FIVE FREAKING DAYS. *sobs*

Sunday, June 5, 2011

born to be part of the world; next 5 soshi quotes

i am so so so enjoying myself here
holidays are really WONDERFUL!
(sjm and snsd as well. sm artistes are super super super super super super super hardworking and talented and smart and nice and WONDERFUL!)


Hyoyeon
"We have a small wish in 2008. We would like to conquer Asia."
well, they already did. :D

Yoona
" The first family is my kin. The other family is my SNSD family."

Taeyeon
" My hobby is taking care of kids and my speciality is acting like a leader."

Sooyoung
"It's my first birthday after our debut. First of all, I'm really happy to have my precious friends (SNSD) next to me. "

Sunny
" I'd like to remember all the fans but there is a limit to our memory. :("

Thursday, June 2, 2011

What I Want To Do Once I Have A Lover

Namjachinguga saenggimyeon hago sipdeon il neomuna manha
Nan neul kkumeul kkueosseo
Cheot beonjjae kissing him in the street
The second, catching the early train for Chooncheon with him
Se beonjjae sopung gagi
Ne beonjjae the piggy back ride
The fifth keopeullingeun gibon
Boo boo boo jeongmal dalkomhal geoya

Wae ireoke dugeun dugeun dugeun ttwini saenggangman haedo
Han gajissik maeil maeil maeil neowa da hae bol geoya
Nan nega isseo haruga jeulgeowo ijeneun duriraneun ge
Nae sojunghan neo, baby baby baby baby baby boo~

second 10 soshiquotes of the day

Sunny to Seohyun on Intimate Note
"When i'm eating a hamburger, you say 'unnie, when you eat that kind of stuff you will die', what kind of dongsaeng are you? to say that i will die when i am eating..."

Taeyeon on Star Golden Bell
"Children's clothing fits me well!"

Taeyeon
"When we received the Best New Group Award at the Golden Disk Awards, i felt like the whole world was in my hands."

Yoona
"They are all unnies whom i really like."

Taeyeon
"My personal wish for the year is that Tiffany doesn't fall down anymore."

Tiffany
"I'm sorry Dennis Oh, but my members are first."

Sunny
"You feel very secure just by having 1 close friend, but having 8 close friends is even better."

Yuri
"I've lived all there is to live."

Taeyeon
"My wish is to grow taller."

Yoona
"SNSD means the coming of the era of girls, it's filled with hope. Girls' Generation wishes to bring a generation of health and happiness."

Monday, May 30, 2011

first 5 soshiquotes of the day

Sooyoung. at dior photoshoot
"That's why we are SNSD. We make up for each other's weaknesses."

Sunny. at Night Star.
"If i end up showering first, I shower really quickly for the sake of the other tired members."

Yoona.
"When they told us you, you, you, you are going to be on a team, it wasn't only me, but we all cried."

Tiffany (on Taeyeon)
"Ever since i came to korea, we've been living together for 3 years. so she's my wife forever."

Jessica
"Don't you know that Taesica is the new trend now?"

















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Sunday, May 29, 2011

走一步算一步

busy holidays.
friday: treetop walk
saturday: collect report books +campfire @rgs.

AND TMR?
ltc helpout
AND TMRTMR?
ih remedial

not that i am complaining, but i just feel so luan with so many things happening
with all the other deadlines for different hw
the dates in my head are making me go CRAZY.

Friday, May 27, 2011

it is JUNE

wonder how did i spend my last day of the semester?
i went with my batch for a treetop trail which was
>10km long! i was dying.
good experience though.

last day of the term, last day of the semester,
time flies and i'm going to treasure it.
opportunity is here, i shall SPEND every single moment
PLAYING like nobody's business.
this is my life anyway.
omg!

warning, shiok life ahead! XD

gtg back to school to collect report book
and campfire tmr though.

happy june hols!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Saturday, May 21, 2011

feeling great

back from nyghopenhouse!
reached school at 7 in the morning,
and started digging holes and starting fire.
after teh whole activity ended..
when i was waiting for my bus, it started raining very heavily
and i waited for more than half an hour for my bus! =.=
the best part?
the feeling of sleeping on the nice comfortable bus
in such a nice rainy weather!
and the feeling of walking home, with your earpieces on,
and enjoying the cool breeze and nice atmosphere around you..
the feeling. of a saturday afternoon.

Friday, May 20, 2011

i so freakingly love this picture















.

anw, today marks the end of term2's lessons,
well, its just the official "end".
we still have to hand in ih essay, nyaa reflections, math ws, chinese file
next week.
bear in mind that there is still open house tmr
which requires us to reach school at 7 and probably ends at around 3.
nevertheless, i'm still thankful for today.

and i realise that i'm more "mature"
and i found my passion for rebutting people.
maybe i should be a lawyer afterall.. noway.

in short. i am
tired. thankful. stressed. contented.
determined. and have seen through life.
heh.
life, is life. four lettered word.
but it comprises of many many meanings....

that i'm just too lazy to tell you. :P

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

older

after watching huanzhugege, i was overwhelmed by the fact that it was a 1998 drama.
it brings back old memories, as i remember myself watching it as a 4, 5 years old kindergartener, reruns after reruns.
now that i'm 16, i couldnt help but be amazed by the feeling reminisces bring us.

but sometimes, you just dont want to acknowledge that you've grown older or, aged.

anyway, i'm sick. =(
started to sneeze mysteriously yesterday during recess
and it got worse when i got back home
i started having a sore throat and today,
when i woke up, it didnt got any better.
should i go to school tmr?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

i am so so

relieved.
now that la panel discussion is over.XD
very happy that this is week 8 already:P
just one more week, and sabbats.
THEN JUNE HOLIDAYS

events:
tmr(wed): chemquiz

fri: hcnyatfm

tues: vesakday holiday

week10: sabbats
fri: guides treetopwalk

sat: guides campfire
meettheteacher + collect report book

JUNE HOLS
first week: ih remedial=(

Sunday, May 8, 2011

GE2011

This is the first time I've been so INTO GE.
And this year's GE, is really a BIG hot issue
because more and more people are IN for the opposition
because they want more people to "represent their voices"
etc.
What I feel is that, there are always reasons for the government's decisions.
Are you trying to say that ERP, NS and GSTs dont help Singapore in any way?
These have to be in place for Singapore everything in Singapore to work better.
They ALREADY said, GST dont literally go into the "gahmen's" pocket.
They are for YOU to HELP the people with lower income.
Isnt that what you guys have been talking about?
Stop complaining,
and stop supporting the opposition just for the sake of it.

Results were out yesterday, and pap won with a slight margin of 60+%.
shows how tough a fight it was.
and Georgeyeo was voted out.
It was a huge loss for the people of Singapore.
I'm not sure what the opposition will bring for the people in the future,
and I hope they will not screw anything up.
As for the PAP, hope this year's results will be a wake up call for you guys
to serve Singapore better.

I've not been to any rally, but I watched the news.
and saw how oppositions want to reduce NS serving time.
Now, if thats a tactic for getting more people to vote for you,
i think you better scrape that off NOW.
because it is an impractical idea. PERIOD.
I'm not "anti-opposition";
I agree that PAP shouldnt monopolize everything,
but some ideas proposed by the opp are just too ridiculous.

on the side note, hurray for the paps in my Bishan-ToaPayoh GRC

Friday, May 6, 2011

i was walking on the way home

and suddenly felt that
life is beautiful!



and crystal, i have decided that you are such a nice person.
maybe except the fact that you dont let others hug you=.=

Thursday, May 5, 2011

just realised

how sad and unfair
life is.

surprisingly, that is what makes life so beautiful
and amazing.

but i cant seem to appreciate it
school and society are making me hate life.
i wanted to love it

yeekhoon, they wont change,
so you have to.

anyway, this post was ended on a positive note

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Monday, May 2, 2011

today's soshi quote

"Hey, life is about living by yourself."
- Taeyeon (BTS Cafe Event)

happy?

another 'long' weekend!
these few weeks are going to be real crazy

anw, feel kinda guilty
and disappointed.

HIMNAE!

Monday, April 25, 2011

angry

stop slamming others because you are JEALOUS.
shows how shallow you are.


didnt you learn that in LA?
hasty generalization.



i'm freaking angry and pissed off now.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

remember, we were the first fans!

should i give up?
i'm kinda tired now.
...



anw, FELICIA!
REMEMBER
we are in
THE Plan.

Friday, April 15, 2011

i gotta feeling

have you ever felt this way before?
when you are walking home, and there's this music playing from afar...
it is definitely not a hit song, its like some oldies
it does not have any lyrics, nor can you figure out the title of the song.
but it gives you a sense of familiarity and you somehow enjoy it and..
wished that you could stand there forever
you were willing to slow down your pace just to experience it a little longer...

that happened to me just now.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

recently

i'm really tired.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

goose

goose what a busy life i have
this week:
bio spa
bio quiz
im quiz
la timetrial

next week:
bio quiz
chem quiz
im quiz
phy quiz
phy spa

together with homework and cca.=.=

anw eating my vinegar with rice now
its damn delicious man i tell you.

here's some stuff about vinegar!
-is an inexpensive and more environmentally friendly alternative to what might be in your medicine cabinet
-apply to jellyfish stings to ease the pain
-can be applied to a sunburn to ease the effects
-daily drink of one tablespoon of vinegar and one of honey mixed with water will help to ward off cold
(goose, i think i ate more than that!)

and there's still this essay about "vinegar for long life"
google it to find it out.
basically its about vinegar doing good to your blood and body
so I'M GOING TO CONTINUE EATING
HEH.

INFO FROM Kelly Leahy

Sunday, April 10, 2011

geez

dunno then dontanyhowsayo.
haiz, monday's here again. bio spa test. how busy and stressful life is. why cant the school give us ONE peaceful weekend after the blocks? geez

Saturday, April 9, 2011

comments

share with you some comments that i've read online
some comments
that really illustrate how i feel

about the companies (sm,jyp,yg etc)' partnership

"On the first day they dominate Korea, on the second day Japan, .... on the seventh, THE WORLD"

"I can totally imagine all the CEO's in a dark room going 'Initiate phase 2'


Once they rule the world, no one will even DARE laugh at my love for K-pop.
"


on super junior:

"Eunhyuk. Dude got asked personally by MJ's choreographers to work with them in America. He turned them down because his english isn't that great but that's how effin' sick his skills are."


on snsd:
"And this is why I became a SONE. Not because of their flashy dance moves, their popular songs or their looks, heck, there are probably more beautiful and talented girls out there. I love them because of the strong bond they have with each other, the fact that they genuinely love what they are doing and care for each other. Not all girl groups have that. This is what makes SNSD special and this is why I am proud to be a SONE. I'll support them no matter what. SNSD, now, future, forever. "

"SNSD & all of the members have created a profound meaning in my heart for them.
♥ It takes one second to like their look♥
♥ It takes one hour to like their songs ♥

♥ It takes one day to fall in love with them♥

♥ It takes one entire lifetime to forget them♥"














"지금은 소녀시대 앞으로도 소녀시대 영원히 소녀시대

내가소녀시대다!

내 가소원이다!"

“If you’re still Girls’ Generation in the next lifetime, I will still be a S♡NE.”



THE POWER.

Friday, April 1, 2011

himnae!

Can you tell me to find strength?
Can you raise me up by sparkling your eyes?

Everyone wants it faster, more
Oh But I'm just an ordinary girl

The wind moves freely but
I don't know where everyone is

*But have strength, we've made it this far
This is really nothing at all
Let's change this world!
The one thing i know is that
the only reason this complicated world is exciting
Is because of one reason
Yes its you

Can you tell me that you love me?
Can you embrace me and laugh together?

Everyone wants it faster and more
oh but I'm just an ordinary girl

The sky is so blue but
I don't know where everyone is heading

*

I like you just the way you are
you set me free set me free, my boy

Ever since you showed up (I've been changed)
Everything changed
From now on, let's start again
Alright!

**



Way to Go / HimNae (Romanization)

(Seohyun)
Himeul naerago malhaejulrae
geu nuneul banjjakyuh nal ileukyuhjulrae

(Jessica)
saramdeuleun modu wonhaji deo bbalri duh manhi
o nan pyuhngbuhmhan sonyuhinguhl

(Yoona) barameun jayurounde
(Sooyoung) moreugesseo dadeul eodironji

(ALL)*
hajiman himeul nae, imankeum watjanha
iguhtjjeumeun juhngmal byuhlguh anya
sesangeul dwijipji~hah!
domuji mal su uhpsneun guhtbbunin
bokjaphan i jiguga jaemissneun geu iyuneun hana

(Sunny)
saranghandago malhaejulrae
jichin nuhl gamssago hamgge usuhjulrae

(Taeyeon)
saramdeuleun modu wonhaji
duh bbalri duh manhi
o nan pyuhngbuhmhan sonyuhinguhl

(Yuri) haneuleun juhrido pirande
(Hyoyeon) moreugessuh dadeul uhdiro ga

*

(Tiffany+Jessica) i like you just the way you are
you set me free

(Tiffany) set me free, my boy~

(Jessica) nega natanan dwi (I've been changed) modeun ge dalrajyuhssuh

(ALL)
johassuh!

*

(Taeyeon)
yes, it's you
ready for your love

(ALL)
juhngmal byuhlguh anya

(ALL)
domuji al su eopsneun guhtbbunin
bokjaphan i jiguga jaemitneun geu iyuneun hana
baro nuh

CREDITS
Lyrics: Kim Jungbae
Translations: jstn, boxclub, bug, cathode, ak6c@soshified.com/forums
Romanizations: Tsuna@soshified.com/forums


by the all time wonderful
korean nine-girl group

girls generation (so nyuh shi dae, SNSD)
少女时代
소녀시대
少女時代

지금은 소녀시대
앞으로도 소녀시대
영원히 소녀시대
right now, its girls generation!
tomorrow, its girls generation!
forever, its girls generation!

ready?

disappointed? but nvm. i have a few months more.


























taeyeon! so cuteXD

Thursday, March 31, 2011

news?

saw my physics blocktest marks.
horrible (B4)but i'm okay with it.

i have a goal.
and from now on, i'm going to work smart to acheive it.

and my goal,
is not that simple.

you just watch me.

Monday, March 28, 2011

hello

trying to upgrade myself.
heh.



dont tell you what i'm practicing yet.
shall show you guys after i'm really done with it.
it will be a long wait...

question is,
why am i doing this
WHEN I'M IN THE MIDST OF A
STRESSFUL BLOCKTEST PERIOD.

did badly for today's physics but nvm.
this isnt the only test that life has for me.
come on, i'll do better next time.
and tests are not all that matter.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

EARTH HOUR

SUPPORT EARTH HOUR TODAYYYYYYYY

i alone cannot change the world, but i can cast a stone across the water to create many ripples
mother teresa

Thursday, March 24, 2011

everytime

everytime i set my mind in doing something good and productive.
the determination just goes away when i go back to my books.
or maybe it wasnt there in the first place, anyway.

yeekhoon, you better wake up soon
because the blocks are coming NEXT WEEK.
YOU ONLY HAVE 3DAYS LEFT.

a nice quote i got from michellephan
as you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others.
---audrey hepburn

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

to think i had once trusted in you

everytime i confess to you about something
because i feel that you are my kin
and my utmost dearest
and i want to confide in you

the ugly truth is
you are saying out my secrets like it is worth nothing
using it to threaten me
to force me into doing whatever things you want me to do

the more you tell me to do something
THE MORE I WILL GO THE OTHER WAY.

Friday, March 18, 2011

sesame oil!

just found out online!:

Sesame oil is naturally antibacterial for common skin pathogens as well as common skin fungi.
It is naturally antiviral. It is a natural anti inflammatory agent.

It has been used extensively in India as a healing oil, including in experiments which showed it was useful in unblocking arteries.

Sesame seed oil helps joints keep their flexibility. It keeps the skin supple and soft. It heals and protects areas of mild scrapes, cuts and abrasions. It helps tighten facial skin, particularly around the nose, controlling the usual enlargement of pores as skin ages chronologically.


WOW RIGHT?

its friday already

time really flies, huh.
the end of the one week holiday

well, at least i did something meaningful today.
no, not chionging homework (I HAVENT FINISHED YET!!)
but i cooked noodles for my grandmother and i!!!
she was like nagging and nagging and nagging
so i just told her
nvm, i'll cook today!

and hurray!
it smells nice but..
i added too much sesame oil to it as
i didnt pay attention when i was pouring
and just turned my head away for a split second
the next moment i turned back
i saw it flowing out like nobody's business.
SHIT.

but at least i cooked.
haha.

HELLO PEOPLE
HAPPY WEEKEND!
(i need go back to school tmr for hosting of world scholars cup =.=)



another quote i liked alot
♥ It takes one second to like their look♥
♥ It takes one hour to like their songs ♥

♥ It takes one day to fall in love with them♥

♥ It takes one entire lifetime to forget them♥


Girls' Generation少女时代
少女時代 소녀시대
taeyeon jessica sunny tiffany hyoyeon yuri sooyoung yoona seohyun

Thursday, March 17, 2011

sone put it back on

omgg =(
it's thursday already
and i havent even finish 1/10 of the holiday homework!!

one quote that i liked a lot
"
after 10 years....
i will always reminisce that there were 9 girls
who have shown the entertainment industry what a true bond can make....
who proved the essence of hardwork....
who have overcome countless obstacles...
who have captured countless hearts by their pleasing personality on and off cam...
who proved that music was not just simply understood by mind but by heart...
who shed tears together...who shared laughter together...
who became one..i will always remember...
there were 9 girls"


~taeyeon jessica tiffany sunny yuri hyoyeon seohyun sooyoung yoona~

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

soshi bond!

"SNSD is a group of 9 female students. we're pretty one by one as well,
but its when we're all together that we can really shine"
-jessica-

"...and i'm happy because the NINE of us are like ONE" -sunny-
"because we've become busier, our time together has shrunk and i think that's really unlucky but even so, our love for each other doesn't change.
i'm very thankful"
-sunny-

"it's not a lie to say that they are my second family.
it's like i got 7 unnies and one dongsaeng"
-yoona-

"since we saw each other for about 5years,
i can tell what they are thinking just by looking into their eyes" -yoona-

"even though there are nine of us, the fact that we love and care each other is a miracle" -sooyoung-

"in a family, we encounter happiness but also sadness, or good things but also bad things. however let's be together forever until the end"
-tiffany-

"we confide in each other and we really spend time together like a family" -seohyun-

"and since i'm the maknae, my unnies take care of me even more.
i don't think we will be broken apart very easily" -seohyun-

"i don't think SNSD as a group will ever be broken apart... even after many years have gone by...
even after we have married..."
-taeyeon-

"i don't think it will be broken apart. even if we do our own individual activities, our group as a whole won't be broken apart." -taeyeon-

"thats why we are Girls' Generation.
we make up for each other's weaknesses"
-sooyoung-

"the first family is my kin.
the other family is my SNSD family" -yoona-

"if i mention the members, they ask if we're really that close.
they ask if it's a lie,
but that's how much we get along and how well we know each other"
-yoona-

"there are things that can be only understood by SNSD members.

no matter how many times we tell everyone that we're not jealous of each other, and dont really fight, even if we do fight, we get over it quickly the next day, they dont believe us.
whenever they ask that kind of question to us, i would like to tell them
why would you ask that question if you're not going to believe anyway?

unless you are SNSD, you will never know."
-sooyoung-

"i love so nyuh shi dae!" -taeyeon-

"you asked us about our teamwork, but really there is no secret.
we live just like sisters" -sooyoung-

"you feel secure having just one close friend,
but having 8 close friends is even better"
-sunny-

"that's right. we'll protect Girls' Generation forever."
-jessica-

THE POWER OF NINE. 9

yahoo! Japan earthquake shortened days on Earth

JAPAN -- The massive earthquake that struck northeast Japan last March 11 has shortened the length Earth's day by a fraction and shifted how the planet's mass is distributed.

A new analysis of the 8.9-9.0 magnitude earthquake in Japan has found that the intense temblor has accelerated Earth's spin, shortening the length of the 24-hour day by 1.8 microseconds, according to geophysicist Richard Gross at NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, Calif.

The scenario is similar to that of a figure skater drawing her arms inward during a spin to turn faster on the ice. The closer the mass shift during an earthquake is to the equator, the more it will speed up the spinning Earth.

The earthquake also shifted Earth's figure axis by about 6 1/2 inches (17 centimeters), Gross added.

This isn't the first time a massive earthquake has changed the length of Earth's day. Major temblors have shortened day length in the past.

The 8.8-magnitude earthquake in Chile last year also sped up the planet's rotation and shortened the day by 1.26 microseconds. The 9.1 Sumatra earthquake in 2004 shortened the day by 6.8 microseconds.

And the impact from Japan's 8.9-magnitude temblor may not be com¬pletely over. The weaker aftershocks may contribute tiny changes to day length as well.



anw, we can do nothing but just pray for their safety.
not just the japanese, but people from all over the world.
help out in your small little ways
may it be just saying good morning with a smile on your face to your neighbours
start with your small circle-family
to those around you- your neighbours, your friends
give out positive energy! it will help!
at least, you are doing something to change the worldXD

so,
GOOD MORNING (well, its afternoon)
HAPPY TUESDAY! remember, everyday is something worth celebrating for.
the fact that you are alive, having the time to read this,
you are A LUCKY ONE!
to fellow singaporeans,
happy march holidays!
enjoy your life.
you are lucky to be HERE.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

pray for japan

=(

LOOK PEOPLE.
sars, tsunami, bird flu, h1n1, earthquakes
japan's hugehuge earthquake/tsunami.
and more!

even the tiny details like
rising temperatures, crazy weather changes

even if i think that 2012 doesnt mark the end of the world
i sincerely believe that the world is going to change. alot
these are all signs
telling humans to stop committing stupid mistakes
killing, initiating wars, etc
2012 is not something about alieninvasions or something mysterious
IT IS SOMETHING THAT WE HUMANS CAUSED.

look at the damages we have done to our mother earth.
i have nothing much to say.
you all know it in your heart.
haiz

trouble trouble trouble

haiz.
graces is over.
have to prepare for blocktest liao.
well, i'm not the mugger type
but precisely cause i'm not the mugger type
I NEED TO MUG NOWWWW.
i DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING EVERY SUBJECT TEACHER HAS BEEN SAYING
I AM DEAD.

AND THERE'S CHEM TMR
I DONT MIND GOING TO SCHOOL
BUT THERE'S CHEM QUIZ


but let me go watch a few videos first.
hehheh

Friday, March 11, 2011

cant stand it anymore

i cant stop my tears from falling.
so many things
that are in my mind
but i just cant say it out
because i know you wont understand.
what can i do

i feel so yuanwang.
i pity myself. i pity my fate.

i wanted to be happy
i wanted to be me
i wanted to continue the happiness from graces
i was still in the happy mode when i reached home.
but everything changed. once you opened that stupid mouth of yours.
I TELL YOU, YOUR STUPID MOUTH IS A PERFECT COMBINATION WITH THAT SMALLER-THAN-A-PEA SIZED BRAIN OF YOURS.
IT KILLS.

SERIOUSLY
I LOVE YOU
BUT I
CANNOT STAND YOU
ANY LONGER.

I WANT TO KILL YOU
OR I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
I'M FEELING REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED AND HORRIBLE RIGHT NOW



***************
update~:
okay, sorry for saying all these.
i shouldnt have said something so stupid and evil
but still, i am not in the wrong.
just apologising for saying the killing part.
oops.
"the biggest virtue that one has, is to forgive"

my throat!

i shouldnt have shouted.
no, i dont mean that i am in the wrong
it is because i feel that i shouldnt have
wasted all my energy
and hurt my precious throat for
such a stupid idiotic illogical person
like you

Sunday, March 6, 2011

chinese compo

now i feel stupid for rewriting my chinese compo
just trying to improve and get higher marks.

because i have decided to not hand it in.
as i see no point in doing so--
i love how i wrote my original compo,
so why change it?

to me, i thought it was already "perfect"
there is no way i can try to add in more contents
and do more editting.

so sorry, yeekhoon.
for making you stay up. this late.
and to find that you stayed up for nothing.

well, actually not.
i made a right choice.
i found out how good my original compo was.
teacher, you just don't know how to appreciate my work.
haha.
happy following your "model" essay
and rigid structure of writing.


(and to think that i was penalised one mark because i didnt write a title for my compo!)

a goose's dream

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream


If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

いつ

i don't know
so i don't care.

excited for graces!



PARIS (AFP) - – Mankind may have unleashed the sixth known mass extinction in Earth's history, according to a paper released by the science journal Nature.

Over the past 540 million years, five mega-wipeouts of species have occurred through naturally-induced events.

But the new threat is man-made, inflicted by habitation loss, over-hunting, over-fishing, the spread of germs and viruses and introduced species, and by climate change caused by fossil-fuel greenhouse gases, says the study.




haiz, people,
when can you realise your mistakes?

Thursday, March 3, 2011

INLOVE

i'm in love
with the rain.

i like the prelude,
when the sky is dark and gloomy
when you can feel the windy breeze
bringing you to a state of slowness,
slowing down, enjoying every single bit of it.

then you are on the bus,
seeing the rain falling
the feeling is undescribable
but i am amazed by it
and comes the highlight
when you are walking under shelter but the rain keeps on coming to you
you somehow are willing to slow down your pace
and let it continue.
the process is enjoyable
like we are back into the days when we are still young and carefree


realise how often we say the word 'hate'
we should learn to love

Monday, February 28, 2011

electronic magnet supersonic bionic energy

i'm proud of the things on my table.
and i'm going to expand THE collectionXD



and i'm going to be super ashamed when i attend LA lessons
because i get the feeling that mrkaw is going to scream:
WTH you doing? producing this kind of SHIT SRQ?!


oops.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

haiiz SUNDAY

once again, its sunday.
time flies, huh?

i'm running and running and running
but i cannot catch up.

Friday, February 25, 2011

bright

detective conan may just be an anime
but it is definitely worth watching - increases your knowledge, and touches you with beautiful endings and witty comments.

anw, today is a BAD day.
this week is a BAD week.
but who cares, everything will be alright.
think on the brighter side of life.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

change for the better

anw. everyone has their own weaknesses eh?
shouldnt blame you, or other people.
because i have my own flaws too.
there's a reason why we are humans.
because we are not perfect.

however, we can strive to improve.
not intelligence wise, but character.

look at the world.
sars, bird flu, h1n1
north and south korea. taiwan and china.
and so much so much more!
not forgetting the environmental problems like global warming, pollution, depletion of natural resources.
can i trust that we, the new generation, find some ways to solve these existing problems?
while it may be true that we cannot stop diseases such as sars, h1n1, handfootmouth,
but we definitely can stop wars, conflicts, and other manmade disasters.

stop war. as there is no real winner after one. both sides are the losers.
they failed to understand this basic truth as human beings- love
look at the number of lives that had been sacrificed.
peace people, peace.

and there we are, worrying and fussing over 2012, alien invasions and other whatnots,
WHY DONT WE TAKE THE EFFORT AND TIME TO CARE FOR OUR EARTH?!
stop pollution, stop wasting energy.
why you guys are so stubborn and selfish?!

who knows the natural disasters, earthquakes, tsunami,
sars, h1n1, chicken flu,
ARE NATURE'S WARNINGS TO YOU!

please, seriously, do a part.
as both a world citizen, and a human being.

and stop HATING. stop finding faults.
stop saying how this person is not nice, blah,
because we are all humans, we make mistakes.
we are all humans, we are a family.
we are all humans, you are one too.
so why attack others?

one word to conlude: LOVE.

Monday, February 21, 2011

home

it pains me to hear fellow Singaporeans saying that they wanna leave this beautiful and affectionate island of ours when they grow up...

i love Singapore,
this is where i belong.
words can never describe how much i love her.

NEWS

Planet could be 'unrecognizable' by 2050, experts say
WASHINGTON (AFP) - – A growing, more affluent population competing for ever scarcer resources could make for an "unrecognizable" world by 2050, researchers warned at a major US science conference Sunday.

The United Nations has predicted the global population will reach seven billion this year, and climb to nine billion by 2050, "with almost all of the growth occurring in poor countries, particularly Africa and South Asia," said John Bongaarts of the non-profit Population Council.

To feed all those mouths, "we will need to produce as much food in the next 40 years as we have in the last 8,000," said Jason Clay of the World Wildlife Fund at the annual meeting of the American Association for the Advancement of Science (AAAS).

"By 2050 we will not have a planet left that is recognizable" if current trends continue, Clay said

People tend to move up the food chain as their incomes rise, consuming more meat than they might have when they made less money, the experts said.

It takes around seven pounds (3.4 kilograms) of grain to produce a pound of meat, and around three to four pounds of grain to produce a pound of cheese or eggs, experts told AFP.

so yos, be a vegetarian!

and save the world please, in your tiny little ways!!!!!!!
if possible, turn vegetarian!
and stop switching on your airconditioner for no reasons,
it doesnt help because its going to make things worse on the longer run
stop using plastic bags, just BRING that freaking cloth bag thingo

PLEASE. SAVE THE EARTH. IT IS DYING...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

there is a fly called time

dear time,
can you please stopp flyinnggggggggggg.
i have a suggestion:
fly faster when it is during school hours, but take a break after school ends and especially during weekends! grrr..

and dear self discipline.
please wake up tomorrow.
i need to start doing my homework

a typical day of a singapore student (, or at least me)
school day:
wakes up, look at teh clock, 540, great, i think i can still sleep for 3min, goes back to sleep.
wakes up, again. and find that it is 6!! and rushes to the toilet blahblahblah.
finally gets ready, and rushes down, decided to pack my breakfast as i'm getting late for school.
gulps down milo, wears socks, shoes, open door, rushes out, walk as if i'm flying,
cclimbs the overheadbridge, two steps at a time.
and wait for the 156 (a bus)

saw a 156, praying hard that it isnt crowded so that i can get on it,
then hopefully, get a seat so that i can catch some sleep.

during lessons, i pray harder for time to pass, that the lesson will end.
sometimes, i will unwillingly没办法地fall asleep. (for teachers who somehow are reading this, SORRRY!, I TRIED HARD NOT TO)
okay not sometimes, its a very rare happening!
and i hope that school will end.

and somehow, if i need not stayback after school, i will get inspirational
and decide to be a good student when i reach home and complete my homework etc.
AND SOMEHOW, i end up using the computer until it is like 9++
and then i will panick and start doing my homework.

*takes out everything thats in her bag*
"okay, lets see...math. oh its due on thurs, nvm"
"phy ws, yay no phy tmr"
"hah..chem arh. shit theres chem tmr.
okay nvm, jiayous!"
"q1. hahh..what is this? skip.
q2. so difficult! skip.
...
q12. aiya nvm larh go school then do!"
*sleeps*

weekends?
friday night- play, nvm right? there's still sat and sun.
saturday night- eh? havent do homework yet?!
and HERE I AM.


PS, spent 1 hour talking to mel online. XD
and ppss, i like these two videos! i cried when i saw the mv, and love the njc's.



Monday, February 14, 2011

ugly facts of life

1.people dont see you the way you see yourself in the mirror.
2.people dont hear you the way you hear yourself.

but 3, you just have to love yourself just the way you are.



though the fact that i actually pondered over these shows that i'm getting
more and more self concious.
heh.


anw, i am ego so that just balances it.
i like the way i am.
i like the way i do things.
the bad side is, people dont understand me.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

another weekend

another weekend here,
but GONE.

time has wings,
and i want to break that stupid thing
because its going too fast.
i cant catch my breath.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

attitude

your attitude sucks to the north pole!
so proud, arrogant, biased, BANANA!





grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Monday, February 7, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

nothing much to say,
but just

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEKHOON!!

AND YINGYEE
AND LEEJOON!


I'M OFFICIALLY 16!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

cny2

hello happy cny again!

the "long" weekend is ending soon =(
tmr is the last day of freedom,
but not last day of happiness.
because MY BIRTHDAY IS ON MONDAY!



took some photos with my familyXD

































.

Friday, February 4, 2011

HAPPY CNY

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

my new year's wish:

1. 身体健康

2. 学业进步

3. 国泰民安

4. 世界和平

5. 财源滚滚

6. 变得漂亮

7. 心想事成

8.万事如意
@taiwan
i can be a photographer right? so nice

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

CNY'S COMING

CHINESE NEW YEAR'S COMING!!!!!
i'm super excited about it!
i've been anticipating it and uhhuh
its here!

list of things that i cant wait to see/do:
1. shop for cny decoration stuff tonight @ 牛车水
2. tmr's huichun and CONCERT!
3. new clothes!
4. staying up on new year's eve
5. eat like nobody's business
6. play like nobody's business
7. GET HONGBAOS $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

last year's photo

















新年快乐 身体健康 万事如意 心想事成
步步高升 blahblahblah. you know what i wanna say.XD

(super show3!!! superjunior was here!
oh my leeteuk oppa!~)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

i mean and didnt meant

i didnt meant to shout at you, but i just need you to know that i know what i am doing, and you dont have to interfere. look at what you've done in the end, a huge mess.

it was raining very heavily yesnow, probably the biggest ever since i stepped into nanyang?

i want to work hard.
but i really cannot control myself. all the best and goodluck.

and to my family, i really want you to know that, no matter what i say, i really love you deep inside my heart. you're in my core, core, core, core.


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

today

felt and still feeling very stressed.
i hate time limits



pioneering was okay today,
got muddy all over but it was worth it
cuz i managed to chop that piece of wood!

shandong people came today
cant wait for taiwan buddies to come!

lol, i noticed that my spacebar is kinda dented in the middle,
must be because i keep on typing at teh middle right?
kay, must try to type more towards the sides to balance it.
haha.

kay, back to work.
okay, not actually,
i have to finish my dinner first before doing work.
so lets watch some videos first.XD

Sunday, January 23, 2011

finally

i understood the rationale behind,
telling something to a person works
better than sms/emailing.

salesperson, i understood why you kept on calling,
i appreciate it,
but i will most probably decline your offer.
good luck.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Penguin in zoo strolls into lions' den

bite size news- from yahoo!

BERLIN - A resourceful baby penguin took advantage of Germany's wintry weather to give her minders the slip and embark on a tour of the zoo before waddling into the lions' den.

A visitor spotted the African penguin, born in September, taking a stroll in the lion enclosure but the animal was lucky as the lions were asleep inside rather than braving the icy weather outside, Muenster zoo said on its website.

It took keepers a day to get the penguin out of the den, luring her out with a trail of herrings, the statement said.

The escape gave the penguin, up to then only known as number 459, a name. Her minder now calls her Leona, the zoo said.

Friday, January 21, 2011

b-zee

i feel so stressed! i have just so many things to do!
bsp presentation, i had hard time finding may's email
thanks joey!
i sincerely hope it will be done/over soon
sorry may if i'm like bugging you
i might be oversensitive, as always
but i really hope may doesnt feel annoyed,
with me asking her "bsp how arh?" every time i see her,
whether is it in the canteen/corridor
oops =(

another thing is the ...hey its 12am now! so its saturday haha
i wanna go shopping "today", after i sleep XD
okay, another thing is the fact that i have to think of a funny script for next thursday's presentation. i'm like so bothered by it.

did FIRELIGHTING today.
we have to turf, firelight, and boil water within "15" min!!
mrs ang didnt teach us anything and wanted us to experiment via trial and error
so results of my first try - 21.25min
second try - 14min++ (couldnt remember)
so far so good.
jiayous, keep it up

good night/early morning

Thursday, January 20, 2011

again and again and again and again

sian. fell asleep during bio lessons
i know its not good for me, but i cant control it.
and leexxxsee so "cute"
she was like hah? you all can memorise snsd's names arh?
so yeah, leexxxsee, here's your homework for today
go google snsd/wiki XD

took taxi home today cuz we had to hand in girlguides thinking day competition stuff
jinyi very funny. she thought it was "thought day" instead of thinking day
haha. haiz
schoollife is siann and there's loads of things to do.
homework and quizzes.

OMG. okay. both are tiring jobs to complete
homework- work so hard for it at home, must hand in, but not graded. =.=
quizzes- study hard for it, feel stress, cuz it is graded. =.=

another thing is, i've been sabo-ed to do some morning assembly share-the-news kinda thing in front of the whole school with yiwen
the main problem is not that it is supposed to be done in chinese,
nor is it also because i'm nervous.
yes, i am nervous but because i'm afraid the audience will be quiet and the atmosphere will be so....
i dont mind reading my script wrongly but i am just afraid of a cold response.

so, i promise you guys that i will make teh sharing as funny and entertaining as possible!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

mankind

utterly disgusted.
just cant stand the way you act
and the look on your face.

Monday, January 10, 2011

it's time

maybe it's time for me to do something about my life...






























BITESIZE NEWS
A 10-month research conducted by four psychology major students from Nanyang Technological University’s (NTU) School of Humanities and Social Sciences and published on June 2010 showed that those who play Bejeweled regularly would gain in superior cognitive abilities; including selective attention, executive planning, and visual spatial resolution.\

AHA! another reason why we should play games, mum.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

shocked and disappointed

i cant believe what i just saw.

i feel so small, as if my presence worths nothing. i have dreams, too.
but i just dont dare to pursue.

Monday, January 3, 2011

new year already

hello! its 2011 already
but i dont feel it.
i am a sec 4 now
school life's going to be much more tougher
and also, even more exciting

however, jangjangjangjang....
many good teachers have left us
mrpaultan wont follow us up
mrphysicstan left nanyang
mrerictan GAVE OUR CLASS AWAY
why?!
the subjects they handle are the most difficult and toughest ever
and they are super good teachers!!
they better give us new/nice/funny teachers okay
i want my last year to be fun and memorable

beginning of a fresh new year
feels weird though.
anw, i like taeyeon.
but i think its super unfair
that she always get some rubbish partner
okay. NOT rubbish, but old/incompatible
like in WGM, while other people gets some young idols
she has this not that good looking guy and
is so much older than her. who even dump her after that
and for tonight's come to play, GOSH.
they pair her up with this guy who was borned in 1971
omg. while other members got young idols.
whatthe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

btw, we have been notified that we have to complete our homemakers badge soon
like real soon
so i made my pineapple jam yesterday
it tastes weird. hope i pass.
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
JIAYOUS!


PS: gosh they say wahsbbt ending soon. nooooooo...................

Thursday, December 30, 2010

mass media

The trouble with most folks isn't so much their ignorance, as knowing so many things that ain't so

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

late

woke up at 1pm today.
sian.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

yeekhoon is always right





























my paper critics gave gloomy salad ost 4.5stars out of 5! it also added that it is one of the must-listen albums of 2010!
ha! my taste so good arh? heehee


customers might not be always right,
but YEEKHOON IS ALWAYS RIGHT.

oops. too ego.

Monday, December 27, 2010

good morning!
its going to be another slack day.
i dont feel like doing my homework XD
its 27dec now. haiz. GARX.

holidays are not long enough.
i was telling mel that
how i wish indonesia generates more haze
(oops sorry. i know it isnt good for the environment)
and it spreads to singapore like the other time
when i was in primary school,
it got super hazy till its super bad for our health,
and here comes the main point,
WE WERE SPARED FROM SCHOOL.

mel said there were also holidays during SARS.
but no. haze is "better" because SARS is scary.

save the earth!
bring your own bag when you go shopping!
use less water!
reuse, reduce, recycle!
remember to separate papers and plastics from normal rubbish when you are throwing them into the bin!
learn from taiwan!
its all for the greater good.
for those who are smoking, STOP.
its really bad for your health.
i'm sure you guys know that.

ps when i am saying all these,
i am not just blindly typing out what the teachers teach
i REALLY MEAN it.


"should i pee in the NTUC plastic bag or the Cold Storage one?"

Sunday, December 26, 2010

holidays are ending=(

i like it when my table is messy.XD

ohno, holidays are ending!!!! =(
well, at least it was an actionpacked one
GCP, ATC, batchouting, xmas, partime

i can't believe i'm going to be 16 soon!

16 comes with lots of responsibility,
as a senior in nanyang, as a senior in guides,
as a classmate, as a student,
as a daughter, as a human.
you are expected to know much more

how to respect, interact, lead, etc.

i wasnt really in the mood to post something XD but
mel wanted me to post "something". so here it is.
i'm kinda bored now, but i havent started on my homework yet.
so i actually have something to do. but i just dont want to.

anything else i want to say?

watch channel u!
i certainly prefer channel u to channel 8
its more entertaining, and the
dramas they produce are more artistic and of higher quality
than channel ei**t.

they have this new talkshow, and new dramas,
which i am looking forward to.
and on 2010DEC31ST,
when 5 and 8 are going to broadcast countdowns,
guess what cool U is going to do,
they are airing

Korean Golden Disk Award (GDA)

so yeah.
my TAEYEON.

haha.
colours!

color-ful



PINK!
i guess i really love pink?
cuz besides these,
my converse shoes, socks,
pouch, etc are all pink.
all in all
welcome,
it is there, waiting.
quietly.
all the best.
treasure the last few days of good old 2010.
it has really been a wonderful year.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

but i like it

shy and awkward atmosphere
but i dunno why
i like it

politics everywhere

it disgusts me when i hear people badmouthing about other people behind their backs
it creeps me out

ugly side of human nature.


*when isay politics, it really means EVERYWHERE.
not just in school etc.

Monday, December 20, 2010

december holidays (3)

woke up early today.
HAPPY about thatXD

then jiayu said we could go and sell uniforms for partime!
the only sad thing is that i have to be there by 7am =(

mum and dad just returned from malaysia and bought loads of food for me for lunch and dinnerXD
i love food.

then i was listening to gloomy salad days ost on my laptop.
bathed.
back on my lap top.
chionging LA mass media

i like the look of my workdesk






























gloomy salad days
花开 在那片荒芜秃废没有顾忌的海上
你说 如果我们都不再呼吸也没有关系
ohmygloomysaladdays
结果日出后她碎成泡沫
漩涡尽头没有你没有我
长大以后无聊的某一天
我们擦肩而过没有想念


此岸今生 全天下的眼泪
对岸来世 怎么样的明天

川流静止的这一片刻 没有时间
我飘过凋零的季节 但是却忘记想念
河流 你看见了什么样的世界
你以为 我都听不见

一叶扁舟 人生如何渡过
一抹石桥 为何脚下悬空
走不过去的疲惫 最后一次眺望地平线

为何扁舟 在汪洋中漏水
为什么奈何桥 在脚下天崩地裂
一觉醒来 已在崩塌边缘
安静的毁灭
瞬间沉淀一段段梦的 碎片

gloomysaladdaysost:
盛开的消没的人群
gloomysaladdays
远远地离开现在
棉花云
全天下的白云都从海里浮起
花开不愁没颜色

结果我们戒不掉直视太阳的毛病
就让我碎在这里
就在尘埃全数上升的那个时
gloomysunday

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

december holidays (2)

ARH SHIT
I HAVEN'T DONE ANY HOMEWORK!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

back to DUH NEWS

realised that i havent been posting about NEWS recentlyXD
now,
wikiLEAKS

my point of view is that,
we just read, and let it go.
don't have to make a huge fuss over all the comments
because, it is meant to be CONFIDENTIAL anyway.
FULLSTOP

december holidays

time flies.
i'm only left with 2 more weeks of holidays
gosh.

3quarter of it gone,
with taiwantrip, atc.
and tmr, nyaa.

i know it is good to do service.
but not when it is something "compulsory"

anyway, i have to enjoy life,
no matter how tiring life is.
because you will never know what's gonna happen tomorrow.

so, hurray.
i'm gonna start eating all my CHOCOLATES
and play ALL I WANT
and meanwhile, finish what i am supposed to do for this holidays


KHUNTORIA!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

陌生

原本该熟悉的家
忽然变得很陌生

REALITY

How do I summarize these 18 days?
It was long, yet short.
When I try to recall those days, it felt like so long ago, but at the same time, it felt so short.
One thing for sure, I know I miss those days.
I want to stay in Taiwan for a longer period of time.
Looking back, I am proud of myself for being independent, and never, not even once, thought of home. (ha)
Because I was so absorbed and so immersed in my friendships, and the life over there.
There are just so many things I cannot bear to let go.
Jiang jiang, all the shuaiges XD, FUDAN!, and the memories.
Whether it be the happy times, sad times, huachi times, crazy-and-high times.

When today arrived, I realized that I totally forgotten about my house. However, once the car reached my house, I felt that Taiwan was just a dream.
It really felt like a dream.
Because I thought I just left my home a moment ago, heading for the airport.
The only things that can remind me and prove to me that I was there in Taiwan for 18 days, are the souvenirs and evidences left on my laptop.

When i stood in front of my door, i was pulled back into reality. Back to Singapore, back to homework, back to cca, back to nanyang.
The eighteen days with my new friends, infatuations xD are now compressed and kept inside my brain, they became something known as memories.

张大哥,姜姜,红豆,复旦,真的好像一场梦。

到了新加坡,朋友都说新加坡很热,但是我说,那是家的感觉。

回到了新加坡,回到了现实,总不能逃避。明天还要去学校,日子还是要照样地过。天下无不散之筵席,人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺,此事古难全。


Anyway, things that happened in Taiwan?
1. I SPOTTED THE KO3ANGUO ACTORS IN THE AIRPORT! AND TOOK PHOTOS WITH THEM! And I was the one who bravely and courageously went ahead to ask them: 可以和你拍一张照吗? Okay?! And it was after me, who 开the路for them, that everyone rushed ahead and took photos. So in the end, I managed to take one. And yupps.
2. made a lot of friends, and people often thought I was from modern dance/Chinese dance, but NO! I am from GUIDES! And one Japanese guy came up to me and asked: 日本人ですか。学校旅行ですね。何歳ですか。Lucky i got learn japanese beforeXD and ironically, I replied いいえ。(to the are you Japanese? Question) and some people thought I was taiwanese. But again, NO! I am a SINGAPOREAN.
3. went crazy with a lot of people esp nyssa low! Window shopping, show luo and stuffXD
4. stayed in 福容饭店 and 淡水亚太饭店
hotel was generally okay, and we ate their 早餐 with 早餐卷 kay. lame
they got 全家there! and furong has 7-11.
haha welcome to TAIWAN! (haiiz, back in singapore liao)

that’s all for the night, because I still have to unpack my luggage and admire my souvenirs, and see the reason why I went bankrupt. (I spent my TWD 11000 finish already) and get ready for tomorrow.
and anw, i dont believe this. but they said my luggage was 30kg.

Friday, November 19, 2010

TAIWAN DAY SIX

so fast eh?! its day six already
and we have finished suibanshangke
I MISS THEM!
I MISS ALL MY TAIWAN BUDDIES =(
each and every single one of them...
(sorry i don't remember names, i remember only facesXD)
the lessons were fun and different
four days are really short,
and really like what qianyi said,
these four days were really filled with joy, laughter, precious friendship, and priceless memories that will forever stay with me, for my entire life..
hope they'll come to singapore next year!
performance was OKAY. i kinda screwed it up
but the ringdingdong group was sad
they danced really well yet
their music kenna some technical problem =(

anw, i just LOVE all my taiwan buddies!
and xxx xd

i spammed money on books yesterday
with my taiwan homestay buddehXD
and yeah caught a cold but i guess i recovering soon
its so much better now.
taiwan's real cold
but the people here are so reqing and xxx is HOT. and CUTE
though i highly suspect the old lady to be a paedophile
either that or my xxx likes jidilian GOSH NO PLEASE

love life. love animals. love yourself.
love others. love your enemies. love your friends.
love all the things that happen to you,
no matter good or bad.
JUST LOVE.XD

love,khoon~!

ps and love CHA YE DAN!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

TAIWAN DAY TWO

HELLO! I'M IN TAIWAN NOW!
ITS THE SECOND DAY ALREADY.
so first day:
-went to taiwan's ARCADE! and lost money
-went to seveneleven to buy slurpee for 65cents singapore dollars!
-bought shoelaces for 50cents sing each
-watched channel [v]hello baby and inkigayo

today:
-donghaidaxue,artgallery
-ate at vegetarian restaurant as a whole gorup today for lunchXD
-bought zuqingting
-bought milk bread!~~ damn nice

saddest thing of all?
XXX WENT TO ANOTHER BUS =(

good news:
1. can go online!
2. got people help me in my P.I mission!

annyeong

anyway i bought a korean book!
will master in the 16 days to come~

Friday, November 12, 2010

taiwan tomorrow!

GOSH.
IT. IS. TMR.!
WE'RE GOING TAIWAN TMR!

i am so going to miss my family =(
but i guess time will pass really fast just like how this day has arrived.
wish me all the best, good luck!

there's going to be internet access over there so i think i'll still be able to go blogger, facebook, watch youtube and send emailsXD
really excited and nervous and partly cuz of erhmm erhmmXD

annyeong!
sayonara!
goodbyes!
zaijians!

Monday, November 8, 2010

i thought i was

sorry for posting 3 posts in a day
but i can't help but to express my thoughts:

well, i guess i am not that mature and sensitive enough

i thought i was.
i just have to give up. and forget

雨が降って

雨停了
刚考完试 悠哉游哉的我
站在窗前 看看听听窗外
的一切 好宁静
空气 很清新
有一种说不出的感触
有一种让人感到平静 温馨 春天 的感觉

总有一天 我会把
这个味道
写下来
用字体 把幸福 告诉大家
用音符 记下 今天的感受

gone

now mel and jiayu are both gone (i mean to beijing and shanghai respectively)
its going to be our turn soon!
its so scary
i'm having thousands of butterflies in my stomach

一切的机遇 是不是巧合
还是命运对我开的玩笑
命运是否真的掌握在手里 或早已注定

如今只得劝自己 活在现在
对所发生的人事物充满感激 给予他们我最真诚的对待
as the saying goes: you only live once.
生命中的朋友更是珍贵 更得珍惜

哎 说得容易 我现在还是很困扰 很担心
很焦虑 很不安 很舍不得 很七上八下
生命中 无时无刻都在 叹息

Saturday, November 6, 2010

holidays are starting

exams over.
school over.
whats ahead is a beginning of omg-ful events
tough choices and wise decisions need to be made
why cant i live a simple life?
okay yeah its just me stressing myself

anyway, ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK
to amelia, melissa they all, for their trip tomorrow!
they are setting off to beijing!
and one week later, exactly one week later,
at this time, i will be in taiwan!
i havent started packing my luggage,
but i think i've finished buying the stuff i need for my 18day taiwan school trip.
hope it will be fun and exciting.
i must give them a good impression of SINGapore!
really, singapore is one of the best places on earth!

just went to our girl guides initiative @ west coast park
we didnt did anything constructive/productive?
but at least we played monopoly deal and went to Mcs
i wanted fries but it was still "morning"
after that we went to DAISO with the help of NYSSA =)
*ps that was a special grinxd*
and bought presents AND OKAY
I AM GETTING IRRITATED NOW

TWO STUPID GIRLS UPSTAIRS
ARE THROWING THE
THROW-ME-AND-I-WILL-INFLATE-AND-BURST-THING
THEY ARE LAUGHING AND SMILING HAPPILY
AND SCREAMING
BUT I TELL YOU
THEY ARE STUPID.
GOING TO GET THEIR RETRIBUTION SOMETIME

SO INCONSIDERATE! THEY ARE THROWING DOWN-
MIGHT HIT PEOPLE OR PEOPLE'S CARS
ARE THEY GOING TO PAY?
YES!
THEY GOING TO SUFFER MAN!
WARNING.
THERE'S TROUBLE TROUBLE TROUBLE
WHEN YOU ANYHOW SHOOTSHOOTSHOOT!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

onething afteranother

finally farewell is over.
the atmosphere was kinda 冷掉
but we tried our best.
main thing is that we hope the seniors enjoyed our performance
and all the best to them

next thing.
haiiz. i dunno whether this is counted as
lucky or unlucky-- i am one of the two leaders/zuzhangs
for the GCP taiwan trip.
AND WE HAVE TO PLAN A PERFORMANCE.
and we planned. within ONE day of notice.
so, this is also to tell other groups/buses
we have chosen the following songs/ideas
-ooeeooahah (clapping routine)
-sing yongganxiangqianfei (chinese version of reach out for the skies)
-dance gee

the dancing of gee, is kindly "sponsored by" xuedi
from 310! who is the only dancer (i think) in our group

so it seems like all is "DONE"
BUT. we havent informed the members,
AND we don't even know the members?!
we left a message on the whiteboards of each class and
SINCERELY HOPE AND PRAY that they will see it and
come to my class tmr during recess.
hope no one pons.
that is my wish, and what i am worried about.

and if they pon, too bad. gonna punish them by asking tehm perform clown dance.
HAHA kidding, i dont even know what clown dance is.


so,
1- worry that people dont turn up for the briefing tmr
2- no one takes initiative during discussions tmr,
and when calling for people to choose group,
THEY STONE THERE.
so PLEASE,
I HOPE MY GROUPMATES ARE NICE PEOPLE!!!!!
YAY!

TO THE REST,
ALL THE BEST.
TMR IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY YOUR GCP
AND HOLIDAYS
FINISH ALL YOUR HOLIDAY HOMEWORK
AND COME BACK TO SCHOOL FOR ANOTHER EXCITING AND ACTION PACKED YEAR.
which is also sad to say, OUR LAST YEAR IN NANYANG..



**arh well, i can't do anything to help the situation by sighing and worrying.
i just have to learn the dance myself first now/tonight,
and tmr, HOPE. HOPE. HOPE.
whether it turns out okay or not, i just have to carry on instructing them right?