I have an entire list of topics for my upcoming blog posts, and an entire list of things to do now (which includes a quiz to study for tomorrow), but my urge to express my longing for home is too strong for me to care about whether I should write this post. Tada, I'm here.
Partly also because, I procrastinate and lack self-discipline so much I don't even know if I will complete the lists of things I have to do. (At least I have a strong sense of self lol. Textbook I'm reading now says this is related to individual differences and self-awareness. Please, let me pass all my mods here. Roomie is so hardworking I feel stressed - doesn't help when I am a Type A hahaha ok I should stop with all my Biz mod stuff)
BUT YES I MISS HOME
I MISS HOME SO MUCH
I miss Singapore. I miss the life in Singapore. Where I can wake up and head down to my living room to use the lappy and sneak in some naps in between; where I walk my most-walked path to Bishan Stn to either go on an outing with J/other friends or simply to school.
I MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH. I never imagined that I would say this but I found myself saying this a lot for the past few days. I miss walking around in Utown. Heck it, even in the run-down FASS OH NO WAIT THEY HAVE THE NEW AS8 NOW BUT I'M NOT THERE TO SEE IT SMELL IT WALK AROUND IN IT.
I miss dance. I miss dancing in DS, or the practice rooms. With all my favorite friends and seniors/juniors. I love the chats and meals we will always have before/during/after our pracs. I miss y'all. :(
I don't even feel like dancing now that I'm stuck here in this tiny room, and I will soon be studying for my midterms and finals here alone, without the company of my buddies. Yes hi buddies yall are my buddies :( I AM SAD I WANT NUS TO MOVE HERE HAHAHAHAHAHHA still not going to say that I wanna leave Korea asap because I know I will regret the moment I set foot in SG and realise that my 150 days of freedom have ended.
BUT YEAH HEY HI THIS BLOG IS STILL ALIVE.
THE BLOGGER IS STILL ALIVE.
And missing home :(
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