it's twinkling in the sky

hate decision making.
okay maybe i shouldnt sound that harsh, so
i dislike decision making.

i dislike changes too.

but too bad, these two make up a big part of life.
and it seems like i always have to face them.
when that happens, i always think that
this is part of the challenge that i have to go through in order to perfect myself.
i mean, not trying to be perfect, but trying improve my character,
and getting rid of my weaknesses.

i've been complaining about how sucky my life is,
but if i overcome my dislikes for these things,
then my life will be happier and better!

so i would have to start facing them bravely.
another of my weakness is that i love escaping from reality..
i like to 逃避
and that is definitely not a way to solve problems, or to live life.
i'll need to change that.

so decisions/changes coming up next
-jc cca
-jc subject combi
-orientation :(
-SWIMMING (wtgoose)

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and it has come to the point of time in holidays when you start to regret not spending your holidays wisely and wished it was longer.


haiz. wae i no spend my holidays doing more things.....






























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