Saturday, December 31, 2011

sleeping late; wedding

know and heard many times that sleeping late is not good for your skin, body, face and brain.
yeah, sounds like a super bad combo.

but i realised that i am very very efficient at night, so
who cares i'm going to sleep late.
just take it that i'm living on the other side of the earth. :)
then it will not be counted as sleeping late anymore!~

hehe, besides being efficient, i feel happier, and
more "awake", as if i am more myself...
(sounds scary? :P )

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anyway, attended a wedding dinner tonight/last night.
while watching the photo montage,
i thought about it for a while.
what if it was me?
a few years down the road, i may/will be walking down this path too.
i might/will get married too, finding myself a husband,
and walking into the next phase of my life.

and i was afraid.

time flies, and i know it.
it will take a blink of an eye for this to happen.
too fast. too soon.
i am not ready.
i want to be forever 16.

as much as i find my family members annoying (SOMETIMES)
i must admit that i still depend on them.
i love them so much i dont want to leave them.
i dont want them to be away from my life.

haha, it may be still too early for me to talk/think about this,
but the thought of it simply scares me.

我不想長大

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