I've always thought I have hidden my feelings quite well.
Why is it that sometimes people seem to think that they know me?

 是我伪装的不好?

Or, do you think you really know me?

Why?

Well, you people always ask me,
why do I like them?

Why do I like K-POP?
Why do I like Girls' Generation so much?

Here's my answer.

Find it in all my posts.

There was a time, when all they had was only nine.

I cried.
I cried really, really hard.

Because seeing them work so hard, seeing everything they did,
I can't accept the fact that there are still people,
people around me, around the world hating them.

Why can't people just understand?

So please, please watch this if you are here.
Do you have any idea how I feel every time people tell me straight in my face that they hate kpop/snsd?
I am strong, and I grew stronger;
I still smile, I try to ignore;
I have faced this so many times,
BUT
it just hurts me to hear people say that about my kpop/snsd,
when they themselves don't even know much.

My heart pains not because I feel insulted,
因爲 我為他們 感到不值啊!

努力了那麽多
就在你 考慮都沒有 考慮的情況下 被你糟蹋..

Girls' Generation 5th Anniversary

Where should I even start?
What can I say?

This group of girls, changed my life.
They taught me how to go for my dreams.
They taught me what is true friendship.
They taught me to be selfless,
to always stand up after you fall,
to not give up,
to love the world, even if they hate you.

They are living their dreams.
Their dreams which started years ago,
when they were just kids.
They trained hard,
went through tough, difficult times that people at that age would not have experienced.
Their career did not start out successful either.
They faced hatred,
people wrote nasty mails and messages to them,
gave them a black ocean at combined concerts.
Yet,
they continued smiling for their fans,
they continued to stand on the stage.
Because it is their dream. Their passion.

And now, they are loved by tens of thousands of people.
They are the leaders of the Hallyu wave.
They are the ambassadors of South Korea.
They are the reason why people who spoke different tongues
unite together,
to learn hangul,
to learn korean culture,
and to learn
how to love.

They received commendation from leaders of South Korean Government,
their names are on various worldwide reknown papers,
in different languages.

They have fans from all around the world, supporting everything they do.
These fans are even inspired to do charity because of them.
They are generators of positive energy.

 Most importantly, they have themselves.
8 other members,
8 other friends,
8 other sisters.
Sunny once said, "Having a close friend is already very comforting,
whatmore I have eight of them."

My feelings for this group cannot be summarized in a blogpost.
But I really, really feel very thankful that I have chanced upon this group.

They did what people said they couldn't do.
They broke the curse of the 5yearscurse.
They created miracles
and history.

And we have more years to go.

Jigeumeun sonyeoshidae
Apeurodo sonyeoshidae
Yongwonhi sonyeoshidae.


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Reading all those comments on facebook, twitter, and youtube are really heartwarming.
Look how much they have changed lives.